How much money can I earn?

The other day, I read the article about Japanese average annual salary. According to the article, Japanese earning has sharply declined;Earning money is becoming difficult, so many people are suffering from poverry in Japan.

I wonder if I can earn enough money in the future. Maintaining family will not be easy. It must need a lot of money. The expense of bringing up a child will be a huge burden. And if I must support my parents, maybe I can't earn my living.

I must think about my future, and get a skill to earn enough money.

Have I no opinion?

I'm not good at describing. I found out this fact lately.
In university, many assignments demand my opinion.　"What do you think?" "What do you feel?" "What is your opinion?"
Whenever I'm asked these questions, I don't know what to say. Of course, I have some feelings when I read or see or listen or hear...anytime I am feeling. But I think also that my opinion is uninteresting,worthless,and not special in same time.
I want to have original opinion. But it is very difficult.
I do not want to become an uninterested person . But I must complete assignments for me and parents.
Perhaps,I understand that I should give up the ideal.
I can't become special. I am not unique man. I must describe my trivial opinion.
It is sad truth.

The beautiful cities.

There are many beautiful places in Japan. I think Nara have many of them. I have lived there for eighnteen years,but I guess that I don't know all beautiful spots of Nara.
Nara has very long history, so there are many historic site. Old temples and shrine("jinnja") are very dignity. And many traditional house and cultural heritage are preserved. In addition, nature remain ancient forest and mountain. It is nice place for studying Japanese history.

my life these days

Last Saturday, I participated to activity of International Student Association.

ISA is an organization which managed by university students. Its purpose is to study Global problems. We discuss about various topics, for example immigrant problem , starvation , world economy. Our official language is English. So we must speak in English in discussion. But I'm not good at English. I was very afraid.

Then, our topic was "Japanese Immigrant problems". I was interested in this topic, so I had many opinion about it. But I could not start to speak in English. I was afraid to make a mistake. I remained silence and felt so frustrated. At last, I said nothing until it was permitted to speak in Japanese.

I felt miserable. Though I have studied English for six years, I could not speak like a stone.　I really want to become fluent in English.